During my time on earth I have been many different versions of myself, but lately peaceful has obtained new heights, stress is practically non-existent, and a shift over the course of 2 years has started to occur. I noticed I want to return to the earth, the old way more now that I am in my 40s, I want to return to the self sufficient life style.
Not only is there a shift to buy land and go back to the old ways and the old medicines, there is a difference in thought, the electric pulses are not as aggressive in things. The very fact that I can thank a god for an accident and the pain I received speaks monumental on the shift toward stoicism and the concept of controlling ones reaction to something beyond their control.
I have started to learn more and more about permaculture, and working the land, even started some plants in the back yard.
Really liking the slow life. Been saying lately that god took 7 days and did not do it in one day, then he turned it over to mother nature, which decided to take it's time and do things gradually. Nothing done right is done rushed.
