Alone

I feel so very alone, and very betrayed by those closest to me. I feel even more betrayed by the one that was supposed to fight for me, and the family that chose the other side instead of the blood. I feel like just collapsing the walls down around me and shutting off the world. Closing everything down and become an automaton. I really feel like there is no one that I can trust with my heart or my concerns or my love. Frankly I am about to tear my world assunder just to be alone fully. To not worry looking over my back.