It is like a reincarnation with higher stats since I paid the house off. I am starting all over with very little in the bank accounts, but the 401k and the house are assets. Just nothing in the bank. The reason I say it feels like in incarnate system is because it feels like I gave up higher levels and became level 1 with just higher stats. I have nothing in the bank account and have to start from scratch. The HELOC is gone, the safety net was removed. The saving was depleted to incarnate again.
How can I describe the first month of not owing a house payment.... It is like a massive weight is lifted. It is pretty lucky too, because I pretty much messed up on the 401k contribution, ended up with a huge chuck of my check going there instead of where I wanted it. Lesson learned, but it is not like it hurt that bad.
I see a goal now. I know according to the lunar aspect my money is suppose to be a little tricky, but I just plan on hiding from that celestial power and keep my head down. Put money in savings and keep doing what needs to be done to get to the goal.
I want to play in the soil and build the cove similar to the one in my mind. It would be cool, if I lived physically at the place in my mind where peace started.
